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2024 Demos

by Matt Gower

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Eyes open wide in the back of my mind Kept my hope inside, held close it to my chest I’ve been trying to cry, but I must confess I sleep where I lie, despite my unrest The trees in the forest sway together as one As I whisper the chorus of praise gone unsung What’s brought before us cannot be undone What lies in store you’ll never outrun I’m at my best, in the weeds of distress I wasn’t depressed but my fire was burning out I wanted to rest, run and hide underground God bless this mess of my own design I’ve dodged my old haunts and now I’m a lost cause Stumbled past bones & blood on my way out of town The tears come-a-flooding because my levee’s broke down Now my well’s full of nothing but days done & gone
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Blow away the settled dust, unearth your deepest memories Your purpose will reveal itself in idle reverie Perfection is a fatal flaw that’ll never be achieved Aiming for a false ideal just beyond your reach Machina Ex Deo Reconstruct your shattered hope one fragment at a time Did you notice how the light reflects the glimmer in your eye? There’s a vital vein flowing through cracked & crooked lines From mended faults and stented tubes grow the seeds of a revival Wide awake, mouth agape, in awe of dying stars Clawed and scraped you can’t escape the skin beneath your scars In fits and starts and mismatched parts you’re a mangled work of broken art By connecting all the orphan dots, your hands have built a machine from God
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Trapped in an echo chamber Force fed your falsehoods to no end Soil & sentiment creep down crumbling walls Hollow words that hold no meaning at all Your faith soundly sleeps In a land of make believe Head buried deep Drowning in your lonesome tears We see through your window dressing From the outside looking in Swaddled in a blanket of your own ambivalence Sooner or later everything fades in the distance The path of least resistance Is an all too familiar road Cosmic debt won’t provide sustenance It’ll deliver you straight to that rabbit hole Oh what could have been? If we pretended to believe A forever fever dream Tucked in so tight you can’t feel a thing
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Frozen Moon 03:34
It came to light, a moment of truth Like a distant satellite peering through Clear as day, the wind’s music played for the trees while they gently swayed Beneath the Frozen Moon What remains of eve’s translucent gloom Dead leaves shrouded by morn’s residue Branches bare, shivering and scared The woods were unaware Beneath the frozen Moon The clouds obscured impending noon Tomorrow grew slowly, still it came too soon My shadow was shaken, unwilling to awaken I couldn’t feel my cold heart breaking Beneath the frozen moon Under the weather, I’m as light as a feather Beneath the frozen moon Floating forever, drifting high among the heavens Beneath the frozen moon
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Being There 04:46
Just being there is all your heart can bare Though it feels like it’s not enough Your dry, worn skin through thick & thin Can heal with the slightest touch Being there even when the world’s got you down Being there with both feet on the ground Being there when your soul’s full of doubt Being there day in and day out Mind & spirit may have left the building But the show must still go on Faintly present, your sweet caress, it Pulls us back into your loving arms Been down this road, don’t know where it’ll go Feeling lost and unredeemed Keep driving on, past the setting sun Steady hands guiding the steering wheel
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Nothing Left 03:16
Don’t know where to begin, don’t know where to begin I was broke and I was bent, I was at my wits’ last end I had nothing left to give, nothing left to give I tried to take a breath but I had nothing left It takes the thickest skin, it takes the strongest wings To rise above this distress like a ghostly silhouette Your world was crashing in, your world was crashing in I didn’t have the strength and my heart felt emptiness My cup filled past its brim, my cup filled past its brim I was an overflowing mess when all you needed was a rest It echoed through my ribs, it echoed through my ribs Pain’s fleeting soft caress rang like tender resonance The light was getting dim, the light was getting dim Forsaken and helpless, we awaited the sunset My will was wearing thin, hanging by a string I was out of my depth, I was in over my head I had nothing left to give You’re my everything, you’re my everything Despite all this despair Your love is always there
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When you were crying just now I’m sorry that I let you down My inner voice has given out Those unspoken words weren’t much help I wish you could hear me scream and shout So my silence doesn’t nourish your self-doubt I wanted to soothe your pain but I didn’t quite know how When you were crying just now When you were crying back then I was stuck inside my head I wanted your heartache to end But all that you needed was a friend If only I could’ve been more present And, difficult as it was, embrace the moment I’d have done all in my power to erase your torment When you were crying back then When I see you crying again I don’t want to make empty promises Know that I’ve got two shoulders to lend: One to carry the load and the other for your cheek to rest Let’s find solace in the silence It’s your sorrow that I hope to mend I just want your heartache to come to an end When I see you crying again Your tears won’t drown your sorrow Your tears won’t dull the pain Your tears may return tomorrow But so will my loving embrace So will my loving embrace

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released December 15, 2023

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Matt Gower Ottawa, Ontario

For over 20 years, Matt Gower has been involved in the Ottawa music community. In that time, Matt has performed with Garage Folk band Capital Grass and the No Men, folk duo Fathom the Sea as well as solo gigs around the National Capital Region. Along Matt’s musical journey, a constant thread has held true: nothing carries more meaning than connecting with an audience through the power of song. ... more

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